At my grandma’s house one day, she had some money laying around (I believe with intent to give to myself or N for helping her do something) and before long they were engaged in conversation about the Presidents on the paper money.

My son looked at two $5 bills and said “This ain’t George Washington, this guy’s got a big ole head” (new money, haha). Well, we enjoyed a little laugh over that. My grandma pulled out an old $1 and N seemed more at ease with George’s normal sized head. I told him they all have big heads like that now, and he seemed a little frustrated with the WHY and HOW they are changing the money. Especially for a kid who is just learning the value of it.  He’s not real big on change….

So, there is a punchline in here somewhere…  Oh -  I got it!

After he had honest to God proof in his hands that the guy on the $5 bill was indeed NOT George Washington, he wanted to know who he was. My grandma really enjoys teaching him new things so I sat back and let her tell him all about Abraham Lincoln. I didn’t bother to mention that we have been working on Presidents’ names since he was 3, and that he does know most of them by name, but I noticed when she said his name a light came on inside of his head. He let her finish, then he said…

“Oh, yeah. I know that guy. April Hams Linkums. He was a good President. Wasn’t he?”

This might be my first “People Piss Me Off” post. Can’t believe it took this long!!

Let me just say something first… IF you happen to be effin lucky enough to be my myspace friend, and I delete you - suck it up. You had to know it wouldn’t last long, because I probably never really liked you that much anyway. HOWEVER… if you are my *&%*&^*&% family and you think I have deleted you from my “Myspace Friends” list - try this: ASK ME!!!

My day just took a drastic turn south when I checked my myspace email. When I saw the subject line of “deleted?” I thought - what? Wonder what this is about…

I never should have opened that *&%*&^*&% email, because A) it hurt my feelings and B) it made me cry. Both of those things suck, and in turn just really pissed me off.

It wasn’t a simple “Hey, what’s up? Why did you delete me? Or did you? Maybe myspace is stupid and whacky and something crazy just happened and you didn’t delete me - let me know. …” Ya know, something simple, something civil.

Oh no. Not in my life, you can bet your ass on that! It was an absolute “Slit Your Throat” approach that attacked me on every level. For something that I did not do (I didn’t delete this person, btw - I honestly never even look at my friends list TO delete anyone, because I just DON’T CARE that much), I was laid into from everything about my relationship with this person, to my parenting, to the things I need to do to see what’s wrong with ME and why I am not happy with myself…  oh  and several times it was pointed out that I’m a hypocrite…

Nice. Thank you!

My background music just changed.

I’m so *&%*&^*&% tired of being attacked lately, it’s just not even amusing anymore. I don’t get involved in people’s business, I keep their secrets, I treasure them individually, yet I always end up being the bad guy. I’m sick of it. I’ve had my fill.

I wish I had a place I could go to where I could just SCREAM really loud and no one could hear me.

This is such crap.

I’m over it. I’m a good person. I don’t mistreat people. I’ve had my say, and I’m moving on… it’s all bullshit anyway.