Archive for May, 2009
what should have been
Wednesday, May 27th, 2009Yesterday, May 26th, was 6 years since my 2nd child was born an angel. We named him Elijah. I quietly thought about him many, many times yesterday – as I do everyday. Yesterday I missed him so much though. N had a baseball game, and all I could think of was that if he were [...]
what is love
Tuesday, May 5th, 2009I believe love is….
caring about what is best for someone, wanting what makes that person happy, without expecting anything in return.
knowing the risk, and taking it.
knowing that taking the risk could destroy you and shatter your heart in a million pieces, and taking it anyway.
letting go of someone, knowing it will devastate your world.
watching someone [...]
hurt a lot worse when you go…
Saturday, May 2nd, 2009Go on and call me up
Tell me you made a grave mistake
You know I never once turned you away
Bad as I hate to say
I know how good it’s gonna be
Just for a night I lay you down by me
And you lie, like you won’t say goodbye
Like you do every time
Come here and kiss me and [...]
can’t say no
Saturday, May 2nd, 2009Seriously. What in the piss is wrong with me?
I have never in my 34 years known someone that I just.can’t.say.no.to.
I can’t say no to him.
Why?
I already know, I fell for him. I feel it everytime I hear his voice, and everytime I see his face. But I have dealt with it and I am trying [...]