Christmas Shopping, originally uploaded by Harpagornis.

It’s Flickr Friday!! This picture, while I appreciate it in all it’s hurried glory, makes me sick. Why’d I pick it then? Well, because it’s an absolutely accurate representation of how I feel this Holiday Season. Rushed, and everything passing me by in a blur.

Today, as you already know, I was supposed to meet the ex to sign the divorce papers. It was to be a chapter closed, then the waiting game to begin until the divorce is final. Well, the mediator called and the papers aren’t ready. They won’t be ready until next week sometime. So, I get to go through the anxiety of all of it again. Next week.

I am just so ready for it to be over, you have no idea. Or maybe you do. Do you? If you do, how did you cope? Did you have to deal with any of it during the Holidays? What about your kids (if you have them) – how was your first holiday season after a split?

I’m probably overreacting, but like I said before, I’m always waiting for an ambush. I just feel like “it ain’t over till it’s over” and I want it OVER. Said and done. Finalized.

I’m going to see my friends band play tonight up the road. I think. I feel like getting my drink on, and the boys ’round here don’t mind buying them for the soon-to-be-single ME Ask me if I care. No, on second thought, don’t ask. Just know, I’ll drink one for ya.

Happy Friday, y’all

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