Yesterday was a good day. When I got to my friends house, there were a few people there I knew, and a few I didn’t. There was a guy on the sofa that didn’t turn around, so I just assumed I didn’t know him – but it could have been because I walked in and the game was already on. After I got situated, N went out back to play with the oodles of boys that were there to play with (he was in heaven!) the guy on the sofa turned and looked over his shoulder, and we both did a double take. It was Tommy, a guy I have known forever and haven’t seen in forever. What a nice surprise!

He just had a baby with a girl I used to be very good friends with, and she came later on with the baby who is just 2 weeks old. Oh, I fell in love with him. It’s rare that I even hold a baby when they are that tiny, or at all lately because it just breaks my heart to know what I missed out on with the babies I lost.

…But I just had to get my hands on him, and when I smelled how delicious he he was, well… my ovaries woke up screaming and my womb ached for a baby. I know, call me crazy, but it’s the truth. I’m all kinds of alive and on fire on the inside!

.. and just a little over a month away from being divorced.

What great timing my ovaries have, huh? Now I’m stuck with baby fever, and no man in sight. Just my luck!!

Oh well. It was great to see Tommy, and Wanda. I missed them both a lot over the years, they are great people. I’m glad they have a healthy (sweet, delicious, adorable) baby. Maybe in the next year or two…

Maybe.

Hopefully.

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